Friday, January 20, 2006

the scratch on my arm

the blood prickles up to the surface
the pain is a reminder
of the darkness of my life

red words of anger
give way to grey bars of steel
spoken as an incarceration

the scratch never heels
because i pick away at the scab
i should just leave it alone

you were never on my side
you were never on my side
you were never on my side.

12 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have a hot throbing hard on for you Courtney.

-carl

1:25 AM  
Blogger Courtney said...

carl your so fucking gay. fag. your probably like 50 years old too.

10:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

When you get to know me my son, age will not matter. It is love, love is what binds peoples hearts. Love can bring two people close.

Can I spoon you?

-carl

12:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Courtney u r such a fuckin fagg! uU probly like greenDay 2 - y dont u do us all a favor n just die u fagg!!!!!

10:39 PM  
Blogger Courtney said...

carl, you are so fucken gay. i dont have a problem with homos, but i do have a problem with people who push their views onto others im not gay and you have to except that you fucking fag.

and anon: i like greenday and im proud of it. what the fuck is wrong with them? you and carl should fuck off and die together of gay aides you fags.

6:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

lol this has to be fake, you're so cliche emo it's not funny. You're utterly pathetic you think because your family treats you bad sometimes life's so hard? some people have lost family members and soldier on. Either kill yourself and lift your head up. Such a bloody tool could you be anymore retarded? Wah daddy didn't let me go to a concert so life's so hard I can't go on.... I didn't get my way for once because I've been spoilt all my life <-- pretty much yourself in a nut shell unless of course this is a fake blog.

3:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey, leave Courtney alone. Just because you don't think his problems are a big deal doesn't mean that they're not. People deal with things in their own way, Courtney does it by blogging. If you don't like it then don't visit this blog. Man, you're such an idiot.

- Macydon

5:31 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Because I don't think they are means they aren't. I'm sure millions of people would agree with me. There's people worse off. It's not like his dad bashes him up every day or he doesn't even have any family. I'm such an idiot? You're another emo kiddy who thinks life's so hard. Life sucks get the hell over it or kill yourself don't be sitting here bitching or defending people who bitch all day about how hard life is when they havn't seen anything even remotely tough in life. He's what 15? Wait until he's 21 and see's the real world hopefully he'll kill himself the dumb little shithead.

10:38 AM  
Blogger Courtney said...

Macydon - thanks man, you rule.

anon - so what if people have it worse, im sure they do, that just makes me feel even worse. it's my head, and i cant help what i feel. get fucked.

im so fucking sick of people saying im fake and clishe emo and shit. IM REAL, AND IM MY OWN PERSON.

5:12 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

here's a poem for carl:

carl is a fag
a real fag
if he wasn't such a fag he just be lonely
and being lonely sux
i'm glad he's not lonely
cos he's a fag
fags kinda rule
cos lonliness doesn't

i got a BJ off a fag in the dunnies near the footy club once. it was pretty good but i nearly got sprung by someone so i punched the cunt up for taking too long.

8:14 AM  
Blogger Courtney said...

brendynn the poems piss funny but you shouldnt be a fag or make fun of them thats not cool.

7:47 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Um, seriously, is this a satirical blog? Please tell me that it is.

7:19 PM  

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