EMOCRACY!

we were learning about democracy and harley accidentally forgot to write the d in it when he was taking notes. we thought it was the coolest thing ever.

we showed alyson at lunch time and we said if we were gonna start a band itd be called that.

so many fucking assholes diss us for being emo. like sure, i know goths and punks had a hard time too, but we're like a new combination of both of them so we get it doubley hard. and i think a sideways fringe hairdo is about a zillion times less confrotitive than a green mohawk. and easier to do, haha.

im in a good mood today, well kind of. i dont care about any of you asshoels who say im not real. my authinticty is the most inportant thing i have, my ability to feel, be real and in the moment etc. and i know your just trying to get a rise out of me because of that. i think its just sad and pathetic. and youre all like 30 so yeah, trying to pick on a kid half your age? hah, whatever.

i think another reason im feeling better about it is that i wrote a poem about it for english last night. its due tomorrow.

so then you call me names, throw you're verbal sticks and stones
i feel the pain bounce off, it doesn;t break my bones
when i cut myself i bleed
you call it a sick deed
but you bleed to, we are the same
in humanity but not in name
i look beyond the mainstream filth
of whats expected of all your ilk
you just obey you dont ask why
yours is just to do and die.


i was gonna say mainstram shit, but its for english so i thought i better tone it down.