i wish someone had of crusified me for easter. everthings so shit at the moment. but im spending more time in the computer room at school so hopefully ill be able to update this blog more now. like weekley or whatever.

ive been working on a poem, but its not ready to show yet.

god im so fucken bored. like you know wen your so bored that you dont WANT to do anything?

i want to watch the simsons marathon thing on chanel ten, but my stepdad is in the loungeroom. hes watching the simsons, but im so fucking mad at him at the moment that i dont wanna go and watch it with him. and my mum is watching dancing with the stars in her room so i cant watch it in their.

if i laid on my bedroom floor with my head sticking out, i could look accross the hall at the loungeroom tv and see the screen, with my stepdad on the couch with his fat back to me so he wouldnt know. i watched the first episode like that, but in the break from the first and second epsiodes, he got up to get a drink and i wasnt expecting it and he caught me watching and laughed. he said why dont you just come and watch it like a normal person and i told him i hated him and slammed my bedroom door.

now im in the study and theres nothing to do. PLUS my little brother needs the computer and its his turn on it. so maybe ill just go to my room and do some writing.